You knew it was inevitable, but you wished so badly for things to turn out differently that it only ended up consuming you. Reality became clouded, and the possibilities looked brighter. This is how it feels to have the weight of all the hope you carelessly gathered to finally come crashing down. The fragments have become tangled in your hair, stuck underneath your shoes.. getting lost in places you didn't know existed. But it doesn't change the fact that you are irrelevant. Think any differently and you're only hitting the replay button. You deserved this. In a way, you asked.. begged for it. You set yourself up for this, all the while knowing there would be nothing to break your fall. So stand up, dust yourself off, and find the next thing that will end up breaking you all over again.
But it's alright, it hurts less each time.
